There is a beautiful peace that comes with solitude. Since Sunday I have decided to take some time to think things over by myself. I originally planned on keeping my distance to give him space, but in doing so I actually gathered my own thoughts and made some decisions on my own. Is there something in the future? Maybe. Anything soon? Not a chance. There are too many bridges that have been burned, too many hurtful things said, and two stubborn brains and hearts too full of pride to let it go and move forward. I have reviewed the past 6 months and this is what I've decided has been bothering me, what I've learned, and what I will take away from all of this.
I am a damn good catch.
I have not forgotten how to compromise.
I need to work on being patient and enjoying the moment.
I will not apologize for expressing my feelings.
I am ready for a real, long lasting relationship.
I can feel strong feelings for someone.
I will not settle on my priorities, wants, dreams, etc.
I need to admit when I am wrong more often.
My friends are better judges of character than I am.
Long distance relationships are hard to begin, maintain, and make last.
If I don't feel the need to introduce someone to my parents, that probably means something.
Just because 2 people have been through the same thing, doesn't mean they have healed the same way.
Affection means more to me than I thought.
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